luwie

2004-08-13T18:00:00.000-07:00

the way they said it was lyke theirs was the most perfect. b-lu-r people just dont know what kind human beings dey are. i use to go against the word other people call them. but im so not very surprise now.

right. stayed back in school on thursday and friday fer nothing. just didnt wanna go home. in fact thats what i wanna do for the whole of next week. glad there's ld on wednesday. tyme to plan up fer teachers day. think there's buddy reading also. bleah. have to walk all the way there under the so very hot sun. i dont wan my hair to be even more brown man.

got myself into big trouble. i showed ma my geography test on yst morning. failed terribly larhs. she got so very mad. confiscated my phone. (but i got it back the next day) luckily i deleted all the msges alr. if not i wont be here. den she scolded me all the way to 7 in the morning. i was late. suppose to meet zie and manda at tiong. was hoping they'll be there. i was lucky alr. they were already in the cab. stopped when dey saw me.
the english passage was easy. think i screwed up the vocab part. too little tyme fer maths. had to rush through. left the graph one blank first. cause i dont even know graphs? until cpc said 5 mins left. i anyhow draw. checked it with joyce. it was correct. yays. science and geography confirm fail larhs. they ask 6 marks question. i can only answer half a line. and crap the whole paragraph.

finally practised after a whole long week. it sounded weird though. think it needs tuning. postpone it fer 2 weeks already. she'd be coming today i hope not. later.

2004-08-11T06:35:00.000-07:00

friday was retarded larhs.was forced to go to the opera. tong tong jiang and all the high pitch singing. have no idea why i behaved lyke a total opera fan went backstage with cousin and ahyi. climbed up the ladder? waited lyke crazy and when they finally came, took many many photos with them. dey really in character so when i take i dunno they angry or what with that kind of makeup. the wigs were scary alright. backstage so cramped up. i step and turn back the long long beard wig scared the hell out of me kae. den dey use one kind of clothe bandage at the forehead there. it really pulls up the eyes alr. so pain.

sunday. studied abit this morning until i made up my mind to go town. met up with zie. dont wanna know what happen there. took print print. nice nice. zie is so very retarded. she wanted to call someone. den she accidentally called me instead. we were in a shop so i din know she was using the phone. i said whos that. she said zie. den i turn ard, thoud she was playing a prank. den dunno why she faster pass me her phone. den i said 'zie what do you wan me to do? talk to myself?! you called me lehs' lauf lyke shit. they had to head off to the moscow circus. so was left alone. called up kohila. went her area. its was fcuking loaded with indians ok. her house at little india there. walk to parklane. the indians are perverts. kohila was used to it. she teach me what to do. they look at you or touch you stare at them. there were loads off police on the watch. totally ok. so many so many many indians. took the mrt home. idert cann. waited 20 mins fer the darn train. too many people. everybody just squeeze lyke crazy. i made loads of auntie friends though. they were teaching me how to squeeze in. in the end i just stand there they push in me. darn crowded larhs. shall go to parklane again on tuesday. koko will be there.

today pass damn fast. exams home econs music exams. calculated. lost 28 marks fer chinese. left lyke sections blank. manda koko and i was the first to leave school. yays. they know the reason why. ahem. den wenta bk. eat eat walked ard. the whole point was to find someone larhs. but not there. too bad. went to town. it was freaking deserted. not a single stc soul. we thoud cause it was the exam period and mrs kong or some sort will be watching us den nobody went. din bother. hmv sarks big tyme lah. damn cheapskate can. anyways got my the calling cd. yays. i remember buying that stupid spoilt cd fer 28 and dey claim its 19.95. rubbish. amanda almost got her three days grace singles fer a few cents. hahas. reached home bout 7.30.

2004-08-08T21:38:00.000-07:00

public holidays sark can. studied abit this morning until i made up my mind to go town. met up with zie. dont wanna know what happen there. took print print. nice nice. zie is so very retarded. she wanted to call someone. den she accidentally called me instead. we were in in a shop so i din know she was using the phone. i said whos that. she said zie. den i turn ard, thoud she was playing a prank. den dunno why she faster pass me her phone. den i said 'zie what do you wan me to do? talk to myself?! you called me lehs' lauf lyke shit. they had to head off to the moscow circus. so was left alone. called up kohila. went her area. its was fcuking loaded with indians ok. her house at little india there. walk to parklane. the indians are perverts. kohila was used to it. she teach me what to do. they look at you or touch you stare at them. there were loads off police on the watch. totally ok. so many so many many indians. took the mrt home. idert cann. waited 20 mins fer the darn train. too many people. everybody just squeeze lyke crazy. i made loads of auntie friends though. they were teaching me how to squeeze in. in the end i just stand there they push in me. darn crowded larhs. shall go to parklane again on tuesday. koko will be there. anyone wanna go?

2004-08-05T19:35:00.000-07:00

forced myself to get out of bed this morning. just to copy my maths. its the first period. she just wen yaking away bout me again larhs. wth i did not pass any letters ard class. that was lyke how many months ago. den the other tyme someone threw something hit until me. i look to find it den guess wad chan pui chan ask me go stand outside. she damn rubbish larhs. damn unreasonable ok. still got scolded fer using the phone in school todae.

my pin got confiscated larhs. stupid. uma told me one councillor told her bout my pin and i was lyke why she cannot come take it from me herself. scared arh? they lauf la. but true wad.

spent my whole recess drinking that green water and standing on the hardcourt. waiting fer the rest to do finish their summary in the lab. english was fun todae ok. i paid attention for once. that story emily koh gave us was abit derty la. den everybody was lyke laufing their heads off with people just adding things in. the normal derty minded one larhs. ahahha. chinese sarked as usual. i had to keep changing my pinafore. first 2 maths and one last maths.

yst we all tricked zie okaes. its was funny. we added stuff into drinks and it looked lyke fruit punch. zie actually drank it okae? den we tried kohila. but our acting damn fake larhs. she ask me to drink first. so i just stop it at my tongue there. still cannot. but was fun larhs.

i am a jew. yays. ahaha. and i finally finished my mvp. nice nice.

my eyes damn sore la. cos of all that crocodile tears. sigh.

2004-08-04T07:57:00.000-07:00

wednesdays sark okae. had to change my pinafore in the morning. pui chan wanna check larhs. boring science started off the darn day den was geo. had test. couldnt do most of them. took 20 mins of our recess larhs. was damn angry la. she herself late. only had 10 mins fer recesss and lee kee sure scold when late one right. so yup joanne and i had to stand outside fer a while. went in and more people were late. got back our test 18/30. rubbish lehs. even joanne got 23? highest was caslin la. 29. can be good housewife next tyme ryte. although you dont even know how to sew ure belt? she just speaks funny english la. cook burger. how to even cook burger. just stuff everything in. lee kee was nice enough to let us eat it cause we were all whining bout how hungry we were. bleahs. chinese was boring la. i protested. now i have a group to sit with. had to do compo. bout our first tyme in the library. wth? rushed down fer pc. as usual down there chat. yup den was ld. panick larhs. mrs chan gave us roles to do in our group right. we did not prepare fully ok. was slacking outside bookshop. den had to perform. scary loh. all on the spot think one. eunica save me alot of tymes la. she think very fast. i really had nothing to say. so i said. 'buy my handphone i give you united states.' we were acting bout two sales person trying to sell handphone and two customers. i was the dumb salesman la. say all sort of crap to sell the handphone. in the end eunica ended the thing by saying my phone spoil one den all bought nats one. funny la. rushed all the way to tiong. the gess guys rubbish ok. say what some basketball girls in their school chio nort. den cause it was freaking crowded. the door open kanna one guys leg. he panick ok. funny sia. he was saying in chinese 'my leg! my leg!' den was the other guy. the bag kanna trap although. panick again la. sissy ok they all. lyke the bus gonna run away liddat. mama and cousin was here when i got back. her chinese darn pro so got her to do my compo. heh-

2004-08-03T05:31:00.000-07:00

monday school sarked larh. didnt feel lyke talking. but zie and i went crazy during english. laufing at every little small thing. even miss koh had to give an example to the class of me being damn talkative. lyke 'louise talks alot during lesson.' den asked what was the literally something something. she went lyke 'because louise is very talktive.' malu ok. has. ng ching chong hates me. he purposely let others have a group to sit with and me sitting alone ok. rubbish la. failed the chinese test. 11/50. dun care. left lyke pages blank. went straight home after that. just to watch mvp. yes. talked to jo fer awhile at nyte. yup. shes crazy la.

today as usual late. cant sleep at nyte larh. started off with english. boring la emily koh. actually paid attention during science. just did that to distract me. den after recess was lit. couldnt answer all those questions la. miss chan was talking all the way fer maths. bout belt again. endless story. miss ng took one of our cme periods and den had three geo in a row. boring ok. i could lauf at a girl who trip fer so long ok. was just laufing at everything. one cme next. miss chan again. she allowed us to go take our exercise book. jo and i purposely dun wan go back so early. so walk ard school. jo helped miss mak with the stools. go ikea never call me. next tyme whoever wan go ikea or queensway must call me kae. anytyme. yays. and thats so out amanda, cause i succeed in bringing people to queenstown. but make you happy la huh. tampines has the biggest population in singapore. 219 700. queenstown only 94 000. right, den was disturbing people la. say hello lyke crazy. fun. den went back to class left 5 mins. took 15 mins to get one book. bleahs.
eldds tomorrow. have to plan for teachers day. hopefully theres no buddy reading. saw haafiz and his brother at our school bridge. wearing some ethnic costume. cute kae both of them. ahaha.

2004-07-31T20:50:00.000-07:00

backed out from gan eng seng performance so shall perform on teacher's dae. luckily our parents had a choice to let us be in or out that darn thing. had our orals. i did something real bad. and i'll get into big big trouble. yes. the whole row was filled with china women and one mr wong. ha. thoud zhang jing was darn strict cann. see her talk until so soft. i dunno how to read lyke 10885 words? i just pause or say sher mer sher mer. then she asked questions lyke do you wanna be a nurse to help out in sars situations, what kind of nurse will you be and when was the first tyme i succeed in something. i never really succeeded in anything so just say my tap concert blah blah in a big big restaurant and got many many people. she speak lyke super soft i had to keep going nearer. i also kept huh-ing at her. the china china sound- i dun understand? retarded. wenta twins house after that with cas joy and nic. fun lyke crazy ok. we all sat at the dining table and started playing the hand game and the animal game. lauf lyke crazy. den we all eat and chatted for lyke one hour plus? pass so fast ok. talk about almost everyone about everything. den we played blind mice. nic was first den rebacca and juliana seem to always catch each other? everyone execpt joy and i were mice. so obviously dey'll try to get me. scary ok. especially when its their home and they know it well. rebcca knocks into almost anything real hard ok. den she'll twist and turn lyke crazy and end up falling on the floor. everybody just kept laufing. after that talk a while more den went home. ma bad mood. just picks on everything i do. replied eunica her letter. took me one hour to do it ok. half on the checkered and the other half on the very very long reply. sigh.

2004-07-30T17:15:00.000-07:00

blogger went retarded just now. its fine now. 2.4 run todae. should have listen to joanne. i ran the day before this shit and had muscle ache the next day la. it worse now. dey said it'll get even worse tomorrow? the darn debate was b-o-r-i-n-g. went ard to get locker and books sorted out. yea den watch that talent quest. i only lyke the cyndi song. not the dance steps they copied or the stupid underwear? it is suppose to be copyright alr. eldds tomorrow and fer the whole of next week. and chinese orals. stupid piano later. boring.
oh ya. and that special rabbit rawks big tyme yes rebacca?
and kohila gave me a new name. peace? cause someone said that word and i thought i heard louise. after that she just kept calling me peace but i still think it sounds lyke louise. sigh

2004-07-28T20:58:00.000-07:00

woke up late late this morning. cant sleep at night? rushed by cab again. no wonder i always have sore throat when i have to say prayers. too nervous. thats stewpid. rebacca's worse. she vomits. cant imgaine vomitting while saying prayers. ha.
we've got a new science teacher. yays! went to the toilet with rebacca. the moment i stepped in she said, 'i heard there's lots of ghost here.' guess what? the toilet flushed immediately ok. there wasnt even anybody in there. i ran out. scared la. rebacca said the same thing at the level 3 toilet the other day, the light flickered non stop fer no reason. unless its coincidence.
music terrible ok. miss goh just checked yashinee's book to see what songs have we listened. she idert la. write so much stuff inside. in the end miss goh collected all our books and read out everything inside. all secrets revealed. hehheh-
mr poon our another teacher-in-charge for eldds? so rubbish. everybody said he very actsy lyke fer natfa that day. dunno la. all i know is that hes freaking bony and his surname is weird? we were only let off that 620? mrs chan yaks alot la. yesh in the freaking bus. crazy woman sat beside me. she thoud i was laufing at her and she said. 'no manners lauf at people' and all that in hokkien la. think shes crazy yea?
>>you dont lyke people to talk bad bout you yea? dont do it in the first place can. and only make the final conclusion when you heard it ureself. writing at the back of your chinese textbook that gossipers suck wont make a difference really. and dont tag along since you think that the whole clique is talking bad bout you la.

yays! im going to the national stadium with amanda on the 31st july. fer that preview. and my main purpose is cyndi wang. nort singapore.

2004-07-26T16:51:00.000-07:00

woke up late again. rushed by cab. din care actually. had to sing the darn majulah la. mrs kong kept staring. arghh. science retarded as usual. this tyme mel and i kept taking photos. that woman kok eye la. i take her she also dunno. yays. our class and 4r has decided to write a letter to mrs kong bout that mabel tan. she just reads off the book and ask us to draw retarded things from the textbook. wheres gary seng? we all miss his quacky voice. and that darn chicken pox i spread to him. sigh. ng ching chong put me right at the back fer chinese. guess he has really given up hope on me huh. lyke i care. couldnt decide where to go after school. so ended up at tiong. yes, and we shall all go to limbung[?] park tomorrow. that includes you amanda. no changi airport no tampines mall no compass point. maybe next tyme thoud.

2004-07-26T01:26:00.000-07:00

i've been happy since
the day i knew you;
wanting to get to know
you better each day.

got all heartbroken and stuff
know that it will all never come true;
yea yea so long you're happy
but it isnt as easy as it is.
tyme will cure everything
yes but what am i to do during
that period of tyme?
it doesnt just pass by in a flash.
i wanna share my world with you
but you dont seem to understand.
love ya lots

2004-07-23T22:49:00.000-07:00

school as usual todae. just dat we have 2 periods of maths and den pe. din do any maths. was lyke walking arnd the school. ran 2 rounds, i din stop. ill usuallystart walking at the field there liaw. yes den was dying for push ups but din do crunches cause of the walk. yes den i asked if anybody wanted to do so doven agreed. i betrayed her. she was doing lyke crazy, i sat there and lauf. yea den had our standing broad jump thingy.
went home straight at 10 changed and met up with that people. yes, that people. ahaha. eat liaw went town collect my cd and bloody hell they din give me new one can? its the same old spoilt cd i gave back? shall go back on monday.
rebacca and i lost our way back to school. we panick lyke crazy. actually we were on the right bus. stupid. the taxi driver was lyke its ure own school you dunno how go back. but hes nice la. only charge us 2 dollars? reached school at 2.20. i lyke that super long walk. wan walk more. orbacca really malu herself lyke crazy during that walk. theres this spider on her shirt and she scream lyke crazy.everyone ard her ran away. made me lauf lyke crazy. lucky i took a photo. somewhere in labrador park she fell down lyke so loud. its the sound of someone jumping down from a building. people arnd her scream can. i turn arnd and look. laugh lyke crazy again la. after 5 minutes doven fell. ahaha. took lots of rubbish photos for the darn english assignment.
had our dinner. was running back from the toilet to where my class was and another girl was also running my 45 degrees direction. we bang into each other den i fell on the group eating. actually on a pizza box also. dey angry la. yes and i ate many many durian puff. nice nice. that people sat there and watch the homerun movie. sat there even though i din wanna watch. cried la. was damn sad. couldnt take it go walk walk. felt lyke crying more while walking at the first level there. din lyke yst. but thanks to whoever who remembered my birthdae. got a lift back home.

2004-07-22T17:35:00.000-07:00

miss chan terrible todae can. she beat me. cos i din do my maths. actually alot also. maryanne kanna pull the ear. funny can. den she see us not happy go order the councillor check belt. sci was boring as usual. all of us wan mr seng back. not a single thing can go inside my head if she teach. so mel and i start our nonsense again la. lauf lyke crazy can. she go follow the way that woman talk and her actions. den she cannot take it cos we too noisy she said anymore noise go out side. mel actually said ok and that woman heard cann. oh yea during chinese. got tingg xie. as usual write nonsense. that urine man talk and talk and talk but no one seems to be listening. pity him la. so i pay attention and file all my papers accordingly. the person beside me got shock. ahaha. i ran away from that channel news asia filming. played hide and seek with mrs chan. yays-

2004-07-21T05:02:00.000-07:00

was running bout the school for apron. that stupid apron. neeways got scolded by lee kee lyke so crazy todae. cos i never collect book? she almost wanted to change rep i happy lyke crazy until she said give you one more chance. idiot la. became damn moody cos ya. den after practical when we washing up everything. i forgot to off the fire. its was on low so i couldnt see. i still put the chopper on top. wahlau lucky ting saw smoke coming out. lauf lyke crazy la. den scary can lee kee ask wad happen. joanne fast enough say i wash the wok until splash water on my face. ya. den was english boring as usual la. din know had to bring report so just take from jo. she has a file full of basketball reports. recess no good. i din eat again. yea den liddat. during sci mel and i were lyke drawing stuffs on my hands with henna. she wrote something i'd die if anyone sees it. den music. miss goh is retarded. she ask those who din button up to stick tape there. after school was that 5 stations thingy. damn shock cann. sit and reach 42? maryanne 50 ?? walk to bus stop liaw see so early so went back fer ld. we draw lots la. kanna in the channel news asia thing. so fast can. tml already start film.

2004-07-20T04:38:00.000-07:00

mel came to school and just started teaching everybody the dum dum dee dee thingy. and some water bottle actions. cool can. my darn english teacher is miss emily koh that woman. sick can. she repeat herself lyke crazy. so just slept at the back. hey and i din know got black glass deco thingy one can. took from jo and used it wrote my name on shoe. next was science. horrible! that old old tai tai woman. she nuts. she asked everyone to go out and stand according to height. mel and me count count just to sit next to each other. same height ma. luckily we at 2nd last row. during that 2 periods mel and i just kept playing the dum dum dee dee thingy and i learnt the worm song plus that water bottle thing also. the moment she stare we have to pretend doing something else la. she will be our teacher fer the rest of this year can. sickening. chinese sucked as usual. had ting xie todae. ahaha. reetarded. jo and i wrote nonsense on our paper. recess was at 1030 not so many people liaw. my stomach will hurt 5 minutes after i eat so din eat anything. yea. after school went holland v with julie. funny can. too bad he not there, julie.

2004-07-19T19:41:00.000-07:00

see i told myself, the bad will have no good ending. and yes im so right.
kkae. woke up at 610 reached school at 710. bleah. so late can. did not do lots of homework. heck. homeroom is terrible. tiring. first thing in the morning had to run up and down to get books and stuff. hate it. recess sucked as well. damn crowded. lots of people din hate seats. saw em eating in the hardcourt? din study fer geography test. thoud i'd fail but its all common sense. dey ask stuff lyke name two ways u can save the trees and stuff lyke dat la. waited lyke nuts outside chem lab fer mr seng. he went off. so tan lin how took over. crazy ok. it was my first tyme going to that lab den im lyke so used to the other one. so went in and i sat the other way round. my back my facing the whiteboard. i thoud joycelyn turn arnd to talk. den everybody was lyke good morning . wondered where the teacher was. juliana and joyce lauf lyke crazy can. i lauf until the period end. and lyke kept singing the 'yue liang dai biao wo de xin' and alot of other songs. art was b-o-r-i-n-g. showed seow my art piece and he asked me wad was that?! den he ask me choose the nicest i went lyke i dun lyke any. aahha. so he said go redo. maryanne and gwen went reeetarded. crazy. den i started laufing lyke crazy. i was laufing at myself during science period. seriously i lauf until no oxygen to breath can. jo lauf lyke crazy la. yes. delibrately din bring my chinese textbk so had to fa zhan. regreted. wanted to sleep can. so took the trouble to go back all the way to my locker and back down.
ravinder's birthdae todae. she din come. sad sad. anws mine's 4 days after hers!

2004-07-18T12:38:00.000-07:00

alright i got a call and was told to go down to da temple. yes. all the way to admiraty. took da mrt and met ahyi there. she fetch quent and me there. and ger was there as well. i din know its 38 joss sticks thoud it was only 3. so counted counted counted den burn it lyke crazy. den pray lyke crazy. den went downstairs to the hell god there. ahaha i cried the first tyme i was there. scary. we had to be there early to get the front numbers. lyke wad were we suppose to do from 430 to 7? so 3 of us when to this area opposite the temple and started throwing stones. quent and really throw ok. throw lyke super super far. i wasnt happy la. so throw until my arn aching lyke crazy now. but at least i caught up with him.
saw this old woman so ah yi give her number 1. but no, at 7 her bloody green t-shit son came and said he wanted 1-6. and he scolded me, ger and quent cos we din sit there and wait. but he didnt know we were there since 330. he left his old mother to sit there and he wondered off. even the staff knew he was wrong. so 3 of us just stare at him. we still had tyme so went fer dinner. when we came back we saw erjie. after a while everything was set up den the loud loud 'tong tong jiang' music. it was my first tyme seeing the god processing into the human body ok. the impact too strong the chair keep shaking. all the staff had to hold on to the chair damn tight. at the end dat human-lyke-god flew ok. but the staff hold him la. but he flew up abit ok. was quite high.
quent was number 4 so he stand there wait. the stupid green t-shirt man purposely knock into him one ok. erjie not happy she bang back him. i was laufing lyke crazy. ahaha. reached home at 12.
arggh home room starts tml. have to stay fer the dance and den for that bloody workshop. we got force ok! tupid mr seng. actually i have a hospital appointment . heh. but i dun wan. ive already postpone it dunno how many tymes cos i wanna go to school. bleah-

2004-07-17T12:25:00.000-07:00

thursdaywas totally fun ok. wenta twins house play. we played blind mice and everybody was screaming lyke crazy. and that uno stacko. i din play. the rest did. was busy playing com. wanted to stay ok. but ma called had to go home. its was already 6 alright.

friday todae rocked lyke shit ok. i mean execpt home econs la. mdm lim was lyke 'duise why this year u liddat ar. last year so hardworking.' ahaha. everyone laufed la. i dun wanna be the darn rep. i answer back that and she scold me loh. say wad she chose me means i have to take it seriously and all that. i dont even bring my apron or textbook to school. had to run arnd borrow from ppl. yea. have no idea wad problem kim ong have, i had to scrub that darn pot cos of the black black thingy. den show her she still not happy. lyke that pot is so expensive. after home econs i was running arnd the whole school. had to put books inside locker and stuff. stayed in school until 630 for dat sec 3 streaming talk. ma came kept scolding me bout my pinafore being too short. damn malu cann. bleah. so unlucky. martens saw cas and my belt den had to go down sew. din get scolding la. she even let us choose where we wanna put da buckle. its was already 720. and we were in da office sewing. cool.

its a freaking saturday and im freaking bored. im lyke going to everyones blog and clicking lyke crazy. boring .. why ma cannot other day change shift only todae. humpf. wan go out lehs.

2004-07-14T05:44:00.000-07:00

dat primary 4 boy is terrible. at radin mas during buddying reading i could hear him 2 tables away. 'girl and girl is lesbian' rayner, caslin's buddy. i went over and have no idea why he keep saying i admitted i am one. damn shit ok. ld super boring. had to do scripts fer dat performance and i dont think we'll be rehearsal anywhere soon. agent chan also said channel news asia wans some girls to act for em. ahahas.
chinese lesson was terrible ok. first 2 periods falling asleep. oh yea den maths. not so bad cos we din do anywork. everybody kept asking questions bout dunno wad. at least there's pe tml. but miss quek really does stewpid things u know. lean against the wall pretend u have a invisible magical chair and stay in that position.
dat stupid man only act one ok. i dropped my wallet in the mrt station ytd. i dun wan pick up cos i adjusting my belt. den this man came over and was lyke. 'i am police. is this ure wallet. let me see.' i had to take out my ezlink. stupid, i forgot i had a smiley balloon picture stuck there. i quickly put back and just say its my wallet i can tell you wads inside alot of tymes. den he went off. rebcacca and ju lauf lyke crazy ok. he still take peeks to check. so kapo.
jelynn>dun cry for nothing can? i mean lyke wads ure problem. u feel left out or something? dun get me into shit i tell u. and damn i have to act lyke has happened tml.

2004-07-13T04:30:00.000-07:00

ahaa.school started off well until recess. yea joyce did try to cheer me up. lessons sarked. boring lyke crazy. i almost fell asleep during sci. had to do some darn actions for english. its so so childish. we're suppose to lyke act to a word lyke mild. so idert. our group was da worst. got scolded. other teams made props and stuff. yea. our clique wenta queenstown library todae.for some research. in the end we made a whole load of noise in there. rebacca la. make ppl lauf lyke super crazy. i ordered her to go find africa books den after 5 mins she stomp all the way back with a whole pile of rubbish books. she flipped through it and started laufing at the gorilla lyke crazy. den she took another book and started talking to herself. she saw the map of india and was lyke 'waa. oooooooo.' ahahaha. i lauf until my face red loh. stupid. met huiyu there. after her bball match. some queensway sec asked if she knew bout teo liwei and debbie. she just nodd her head. yea. someone's head was up in the air todae when we walked passed her in the canteen. i mean she doesnt have to do that. in class she'll just go blabbering about stuff to herself when no one is listening. damn glad cpc scolded her ytd.

2004-07-12T04:56:00.000-07:00

home room din start todae. darn disappointing. but jo and i climbed up to da sec one level upteen tymes each tyme just to get one book fer each period. but we were late for almost every lesson. cant imagine home room? miss quek lesson was horrifying. only the first part. i didnt do my english and just copied lyke crazy. den she went lyke i know who has copied whos work. its obvious scared ok. den i pretend i dunno how do some questions took it back to redo the whole thing. forgot to bring my english textbook. jo crazy arh. she was scared for me when i don even care. borrowed from another klas. yea. maths rawks todae man. cos miss chan told us dat dat ptc is only for express. heng man, ill be so deaded if ma sees pcp. but alot of ppl kanna chase out of klas todae cos never do hw. ahahas. every morning i ask joyce the questions i dunno how do so yea. maths no problem.
my 2 donation card doesnt even have a single cent. damn terrible ok this school. all my relatives either at bk batok, woodlands, yishun, tampines, sambawang[?] or paya lebar. lyke i hardly see em. they just know understand how much queenstown rawks. aha. and i know how kiam siat they ar. 2 dollars is lyke 10 to them. terrible. sigh.

2004-07-11T11:58:00.000-07:00

watched mean girls ytd. its very nice. though i got abit moody. its was funny but din lauf. everybody was laufing their head off. even joyce, she and her laufter. that show is very meaningful. especially to dat someone who keeps spreading rumors. yea den before the movie started we saw jamie yeo and carrie chong at the lancome thingy. quite chio. outside shaw house we saw kim from lightyears. the one shingo lyked? also quite chio. den no idea why rebacca and i got so carried away while talking until almost kanna knock by car. it was so noisy we couldnt even hear joycelyn calling us. ahaha. took printprints den wenta queens, da best place ever yea. had to buy a lighter coloured earstick cos i alwaes kanna caught. went back home gave my bro his darn macdonalds den went back down again cut mi hair. dat darn woman is new. i din see her arnd. she cut my hair lyke so idert can. its nort the same. i wan the other one but shes busy.

spring clean my room this morning. i was bored. i had to sit on the edge of my window to clean the outside of my window. den bro came in and was lyke u wanna be the next fillipino[?] maid izzit? now one side is clean and the other is dusty. yea and ma has agreed to let me paint my room orange. the home room system is starting tml. lyke on friday when everybody was putting their stuff in da locker and some were heading to the hall it was already so chaotic. cant imagine the whole school moving arnd. this thing is total rubbish. but we can be late fer classes as well. and hopefully the tyme table wont keep changing cos its darn irritating.

2004-07-11T06:34:00.000-07:00

ma just called. im so deaded ok. she told me my bill hundred plus. tupid la. cos manda suddenly got handfone, ravinder also suddenly got handphone and im getting lazier to walk to my house phone so use handphone. shit la.

watching da charity show and i din expect to see cyndi. did u guys see her? did you? omg i did ok. yay. she rocks big tyme. i lyke her more den mr patrick does. ahahaha. but the aunties and uncles and their singing spoilt everything. actually the darn show already nort nice i only lyke the cyndi part. stewpid fann and hanwei. some 'flying' actions. an execption fer the lil girls. cute. still have english compre to do. sigh.

2004-07-09T05:52:00.000-07:00

todae was retard. especially joyce. she made me lauf lyke crazy. and dun see her so tiny she bully big ppl lyke me and jo. im her great grandma leh. humpf. i laufed my head off at the canteen. we all planned to do that darn newater bottle todae but ended up slacking in da canteen. i was lyke writing luwie rox luwie rox all over rebacca's foolscap paper. joy and ju not happy go write luwie sux. ahahaha. am glad dat darn home system thingy is starting next week. but the tupid locker right upstairs. kohila la. so idert. din cum school i alone fer home econs den mdm lim ask me do with her. guess wad. all she asked me to do was to wash the oily oily things. and stuff the darn thing inside the oven. was damn scared i burn my hand. i went back to my table and realised my wallet was gone ok. searched fer it lyke crazy and was all teared. so scared. i dun care bout all the shit inside being stolen. i just wan that photo back. i ran up to the stc shopping centre and luckily the 'waiting fer friend please go out and wait hor. thank you' auntie got it. happy la. has. it was still inside. den lyke when having theory lee kee suddenly ask me go check if its golden brown. den i told her it was green and yellow and many other colours. ahaha. i dunno how check. she gave up den see herself. dunno when miss quek got us into groups to do some factual stc funfair compo thingy. when i was presenting i suddenly burst out into laughter cos of joanne la. 'waited for our shift to end' she write 'waited fer our shit to end' so malu. miss quek had to continue it fer me. gonna watch meanie girls tml at town. shall play hide and seek again.

2004-07-08T02:07:00.000-07:00

late 10 mins only wan pinch ppl. tupid ravinder. ahaha. yea. todae, went play pool. funny ok. go put the stick inside alicia pinafore. den deb dunno how play properly hit until ball fly off the pool table. lauf lyke crazy. darn home econs tml. wonder wad we hav to blardie hell cook again. last week jo was planning to let tong try her green bean but i dropped it. so sad. music was suppeeer boring. ju stained the chair as well as her pinafore as well as her pe shorts. she stayed inside the toilet for lyke 15 mins? jo and i down there helping her wash the darn pinafore. den cos jo nort dere the class wasnt in order den she'll have ta run 2 extra rounds next week.
ytds ld was retarded ok. went back to radin mas fer buddy reading. i din bother bout him just let him read i was doing my own stuff. went went back did high status low status. tehreem cas and i went up to start. we acted as beggars la. den dunno what happen some high and low status ppl had to walk down the room in our character. den was paired up with another high status to act out another status thingy. after ld was bout 6 den go admiraty change my darn shoe reach home at 830.

2004-07-03T17:47:00.000-07:00

friday- todays maths lesson was horrifying ok. miss chan pms i think. oh ya. 60 yrs old still got nort ah? she scold ppl lyke crazy ok. including me. home econ was the funniest. the first topic was bout breast feeding and mdm lim actually show us. ahem. laufed lyke crazy. sch ended at 145 and eldds starts at 330. boring ok. so doven and i jogged round the audi area and exercise in the hall. how bored can we get. but it was fun all cos of zie. amanda and i so called play truant again. yea. zie's retardedness la. idert. made me lauf lyke crazy. yea. when i got home, my mum force me go temple. so stupid. i knew it was going to be super boring so i brought my radio and pillow. auntie fetch ma. yea. 2 irritating brats came in. dey so noisy ok. i purposely on my radio damn loud. den dey complain. the boy was wearing powerpuff ok. my brother also hated em so he purposely say loud loud. guess wad, the boy said in return. u den wear powerpuff ah. so rubbish.

sat, sun- fun ok todae. we met up outside ccab. yea all was 15 mins late fer the match. kae den we went in to watch. stc won again. den i kinda saw joan again. yea. den went off immediately to town. chijmes only started at 2 so we had plenty of tyme. ra and mel was dying to watch best bet cos of maryanne and my tales bout dat show. dat monk rubbing his butt. funny ok. and the mark lee on ten thousand dollar note. but din. so eat liaw. headed to chijmes. saw eunica and her friends. dey at the lipstick thingy la. so rubbish. chijmes crowded lyke crazy ok. until the extend everyone had to fight fer air con in the toilet. met jo afta dat. when i got home. my mum force me go woodlands. temple thingy again. i accidentally show face again when i know if i did the world will know shes sally chua. we take mrt ok. boring lyke crazy. i was dere until 3am when im suppose to be at chijmes at 4am. somemore something came. irritating. faster go back home get ready den go chijmes. mrs chan was later ok. but fun loh. eunica elanie and i talk and talk. still scared ppl hear until. ahaha. the amount of ppl there is pathetic ok. luckily i never act if nort so malu.

2004-07-01T04:59:00.000-07:00

ytd- had eldds. its was damn fun ok. cos amanda and i sort of played truant. ha. was damn scary ok when we saw mrs chan walking into the hall den we were downstairs. we ran up and said go toilet. ahaha. mel amanda so retarded ok. dey were doing crunches and push ups outside audi. i would have done it if got nobody downstairs. ahaha. yea. amanda saw her sommeone. my acting damn lousy mel found out. ahah. den mel went off to nats house.

it blardie hell black out ok. i thought my wire went lose again den everything off. i open my room door fer light den i was so lost. i couldnt even see my hand ok. den heard my brother say. jie, queenstown blackout. i was lyke omg wheres the torch. i cant even see where im going. luckily my brother got one in his room. he lykes to play with it u see. den use my pathetic hp light to walk there. take and i lighted all my candles. luckily i have lots of them. i was lyke looking out the balcony the other block also no light. orchard lights all on ok. i remembered bout my mum. the shopping mall no light, void deck no lights how she come up. den my bro went down with the torch fetch her. so bored ok. couldnt do anything. so i made disco lights with the torch. could hear the block cheer when it got back on. yea. den went ta bed at 1.

today- so retarded ok. ra, mary amanda and i went kellock. made a nuisance of ourselve ok! lazy take bus so cab there. den talk to teaches a bit yea den we went exploring. at library wanted to use com but close. went gym wanted to jump in the sponge thingy but got practice. we went to the pe store room play games and stuff. but i din. the rest was screaming lyke hell. playing hockey inside. i behaved ok. i din play. den went to taf room. the jumpy thing. all played shout and all. again, i waited outside. den dey went to music room and bang on the instruments. terrible. amanda keep playing the amitabha song ok. such an insult. no respect. i stayed inside walking out every now and den to check on teachers. i din play on anything. read what those kids wrote bout music and stuff. yea. den mary ra and i went to see mdm tan. she was lyke why ure belt liddat and collar. stupid ra. mdm tan sae she damn good girl. belt damn high and stuff. she acted lyke she remembered ra but shes nort even from dat school. rubbish ok. yea. den mel manda and i cabbed to the dunno where la. cant remember. think p5 went there fer 1.6 run. we watched peixin and dunno wad played netball. yea. waited lyke crazy fer bball to start. joanne timing nort accurate. stc scored lyke so super ok. the guang yang ppl dunno wads wrong with them. at first i walk past them dey stare at me. thought dey tough tough one. but all lyke damn short. aha. stc won by dunno how many goals. yea. tml eldds. sian ok. wen sarah was talking about hus gonna hwelp hu. i wasnt listening. ha. guess ive to ask her tml. dunno why 2j 2mm recess is with the upper sec every thurs. but also good la. hehheh. mr sng was walking round the canteen checking on belt. scary ok. i was playing hide and seek. damn syf. why must 2j get chosen? but heck i have excuse. on sunday 4 am to report to chijmes. so cant go syf until 9 + have to rest. but hehheh im going on sat to watch the other schools perform. kellock tap dances. yay! ahaha. den go home at 6 or 7 plus den go back chijmes at 4am. come kae ppl. 6am we're performing den.

2004-06-29T03:33:00.000-07:00

yea. school started ytd. was happy la. damn boring kae june hols. exception fer softball. heh. only went fer 2 trg. yea and definitely towning. kae. i sew my belt the night before. so far din get caught yet. haha. alwaes run away. mr sng scary ok. den miss chan always threaten us but i lyke it when she naggs. she never stop and den end of maths lesson. ytd fer two periods she was talking bout the people who got caught fer hair. said dat she thought only pocupines have natural spike. and said some of them gave the excuse dat their hair was natural. too bad, i side the people wearing blue. the part everybody lauf was when she said since dey lyke mesy hair and all dat stuff, she will give each of them dirty shirts and pants and slippers and dunno wad la. but she crap alot. she even talked about bras. ya she said buttoning up ure collar is lyke wearing bra. when u get used to it, you wont feel it. rubbish ok. music lessons s-u-c-k suck ok. both the teacher and lesson. boring oh miss goh. she herself no live say 2j class made of stone. rubbish. and before dat was english. miss quek said she liked our class. very co operative and lively. yea. and the reason is obvious. we all hate miss goh. yea.

marmi was lyke screaming so so so loud, the whole neighbourhood can hear. i faster close the main door and windows. i was shaking u know. she want to go school see principal and teacher all that stuff. guess wad im scared about? i scared she find something. ask me, i shall nort sae here. somemore she keep say wad secret u hiding from me and all dat stuff. but ever since primary school she said dat but never once was true. she went my bro skool and he got into deep trouble. his attire and all dat stuff. pants far so low. den yea, she lectured me fer half an hour and alot alot of things. and guess wad, she was only worried bout me. she said the primary skool me was sooo much sweeter all dat stuff. din care. after dat was lame ok. i had to write a report to her bout how im gonna change my attitude. write la. and guess wad she treat me so well after i wrote dat blardie report ok. lyke nothing happen.

ok. dats ytd. todae. all went ta chijmes. boring ok. but fun la as in talking and all dat sutff. saw dat artist. cant remember wad show. oh ya. under one roof. dat tan ah teck wife. rosy right? dunno la. she wasnt as fat as i thought she would be. everybody had to leave the church all cos she said she wanted her rehearsals to be private. i saw her walking in with an ij uniform so guess she might be performing. on sat going there watch performance. kellock tap dancers would be there ok. my fellow juniors. the costumes are always unique. nice. i remember once think p2. we were bears, den following year so sexy ok dat costume. yucky. ha. yea. den julie would be performing dere as well. stc dance. yay. cant wait to see. guess im going home after dat shower rest den report dere again at 4am fer the real thing. luckily i runner. heng. if nort ill have to be backstage giving people their clothes ta change. kinda maluating leh. at the church todae saw the ijtp primary one i think dey were dancing the hawaii dance. cute ok. dey shake shake shake. somemore all so small size. ha. yea den went home with eunica.

2004-06-27T01:01:00.000-07:00

yay! school is starting tml. at least i wont be cropped up at home. but thinking of homework. hate it. especially maths. yucks. i cant believe i actually told my mum i wan maths tuition. well, if i do well for it den i wont need to go fer remedial. den there would be less homework rightios? yea? wanna join me anyone?

right. kae, i went to the temple two days in a row. no its three. friday i go my house downstairs one. i got scolded from the god fer being damn rude and nort listening to parents and stuff. yea. so malu. saturday, my ah yi came and fetch us in her van. we were suppose to go to tampines temple. yea. and guess what. kor, quentin and me were lyke so tortured. the van in front only got 2 seats den 3 of us sit at the back illegally. and the way my ah yi talk and drive can drive the 3 of us nuts man. at humps she doesnt slow down and she will just brake suddenly and all if us would slide everywhere. ha but it was fun. amanda was right. the temple we were looking fer was right behind her house. and ah yi drove from queenstown to tampines to bedok to tampines to kaki bukit to hougang and back to block 682 unknowingly fer dinner. they order food lyke never eat fer how many weeks. as usually kor made me lauf lyke crazy and disturb me all the way. especially on our way back. i was talking to amanda on the fone and whatever i sae they think until so dirty. irritating ok. but fun. reach home 12 plus.

2004-06-15T22:46:00.000-07:00

yea. town-ed with amanda ytd. if only she hadden gone to tm with her mother, we could have been in the same cinema as someone. yea. watched the best bet. funny lyke crazy. yea.

you>> dun use the word commit sucide to threaten her. u cant do anything if she really doesnt lykes u. and u cant blame her fer hating u cos ure making it worse by threatening her. get a life.

2004-06-13T20:28:00.000-07:00

theres lyke a funeral going on downstairs. dere're walking the coffin to the temple fer burning. that process very scary. saw my great grand mother kanna push inside the thing. den wah. everybody cried even louder. i only k2. big fire inside there. ahaha.
so tired. amanda and i chatted on the fone from 11pm to 3am. she cant let her parents know shes talking on the fone and i also cannot. so she smart. go mute all the fone. and she estimate. louise put down fone. louise dial tu tu tu tu tu tu tu tu ring and pick up. totally no sound. yea. and we planned to talk until 7 am den can sleep. my head was lyke so pain and the only wae i can make it go awae is sleep and not to move. but my stupid mickey mouse fone so big den cannot. ahaha. quite fun. den i hang up the fone at 6 30.

manda>> I WONDER HOW MANY TYMES DAT SONG WAS REPEATED.

yay! waiting fer the fone to ring. uncle john would called once he's in the airport.

2004-06-13T04:25:00.000-07:00

ravinder almost got knocked down by a car. she just cross the road without looking. my fault also la. i knew she wasnt going to stop but din sae anything. i lauf lyke chicken can. den she keep pinching me. idert. the moment we saw stc ppl we siam. we saw either one michelle or melissa at one of the shoe shop. lucky she dunno us. we run can. den saw another one. agnes. woah. we ran up the escalator. we walk walk until heerens and no choice kanna agnes see. fun leh. outside heerens the machine dere got dis two ang-moh woman punk. dey really punk man. so scary. the look on their faces will let u know dat if u get into trouble with em. u wont die in one piece. we just slacked outside heerens see which one A, see which one chicken, see whos hair nice and see if the girlfriend pei the boy nort. quite fun. den theres dis singing competition and we watched. dis duet. called themselves red and blue, one so tall and thin, the other so fat and short. dere actions on stage can make u lauf lyke shit. sing half wae got rose appear. ahahahahaha. anywaes, todae rawked. cant wait to go chalet next week. the wild wild wet thingy. yay!

im bored. again. got it off friendster.

1. What is your full name?
louise olivia meech

2. When is your birthday?
23 july *coming soon. hinting hinting*

3. What is the best gift you ever received on
your birthdae?
mensuration pad?

4. What schools have you attended?
ang mo kio methodist church, ij kellock, stc

5. What can we find in your wardrobe?
clothes la.

6. What is the least likely that we can find in
your wardrobe?
chocolate bars

7. What can we find on your study table?
theres lyke the whole world on top dere

8. Favourite ice cream?
chocolate

9. Favourite cartoon character?
dun lyke those kind kiddy kiddy one.

10. Who is the hottest cartoon character?
sponge bob?

11. Do you think you can win a million dollars
on Survivor?
no. i will die the moment my stomach grumbles.

12. what would you take with you on the Amazing
Race?
aeroplane. dat wae i will reach my destination asap.

13. Which of your classmate would you take with
you on Amazing Race?
sporty sporty one. joanne lars. shes has the cannot and wont die attitude.

14. What is the first thing you notice about
the opposite sex?
chicken or duck?

15. Do you think anyone in your class is hot?
yea. ho qiu yan! god i miss her.

16. Do you have a crush on someone in your
class?
ahahahahahaha. if my class got, the sky drop down.

17. Who do you think is hot amongst your friends
of your gender?
no one. in fact no one in skool.

18. Do you play a musical instrument?
yea. the piano.

19. What movie makes you cry?
happy i also cry, sad i also cry, the guy never go with the girl i wanted also cry.

20. Who makes you cry?
both the person i hate and lyke.

21. Who makes you laugh?
ravinder laur ke li and maryanne soh small rain (siao yu)

22. What would you save first if your house was
burning?
not money, not my mums jewels but the stc year book.

23. Do you like animals?
nah. i love em. how i wish i can just save em all.

24. What would you name your children?
AMANDA

25. Have you ever fallen for someone who was
attached?
noi.

26. Do you have a nickname?
~~luwie~~ LOM

27. What do you think of homosexuals?
nothing wrong.

28. What do you think of good looking and hot
homosexuals?
theres no hot homosexuals i know. eee.

29. How many times have you told someone you
loved him/her?
if i ever opened my mouth and sae it, i can forget bout talking to dat person.

30. Did u mean it when u said it?
yes. dis kind of thing i wont lie.

31. Have you ever kissed your date before the
4th date?
no

32. Which outlets do you do most of your
shopping at?
town

33. Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt?
siao

34. How do you spend your weekend nights?
omg. its the most boring days of the week. i do nothing. usually talk on fone.

35. Whats the most valuable thing that you have
lost?
my 6610 fone la. so sad can

36. Do u think the person who sent this to you
is cute?
i dun even know who is dat person. and dat person actually said homosexuals are bo liaos.

37. what will u do if the person u like likes
another girl/boy?
sad la of course.

38. did u talk to the person u like before?
yea. of course.

39. would u wait for a girl/guy for 5 years that
u once really like?
yea. but must confirm can go together.

40. do u fall in luv easily?
ya. hate it man.

41. do u believe in love?
yea. of course.

42. what could u do if the guy/girl realli don
like u..and u like him/her a lot?
cant do anything.

43. what do u think is luv?
if theres a definition fer love. i guess it wont be love anymore yea.

44. do u have any confidence in luv?
yea. must have.

45. are u being scared of being rejected
not scared cos i dun even dare say it in the first place.

46. do u tink relationships can last long?
yea. as long as both parties stay loyal.

2004-06-12T04:47:00.000-07:00

ra is here! again. right. but this tyme shes staying over. she ll just call u suddenly complaining shes bored and wans to go out. ahahaha. watched the peach girl show fer hours and hav no idea why shes playing catching with my brother now. sho bored. now dat softball trg has ended, im dying to go back to school fer ld although i alwaes slack dere. ahaha. oh ya. uncle john will be back in 2 days. yay.

2004-06-10T07:34:00.000-07:00

yeah. ah ma is here. miss her although she naggs. ravinder and fang zi know her by the 'must hook' ah ma. hahaha. todae sho boring. i totally regretted not going fer training. its the last trg todae.how sad.

hehheh. i found out or maybe kapo-ed someone and simply got the 'secret' out. not suprising. kinda obvious. everybody suspected it long ago.

broda>>lurve yew too la. and stop ztt-ing me. LLBBB* also cannot. the other one can. but dun expose it. ahaha. if not i will keep sae u and te-ren. hehheh

2004-06-09T03:55:00.000-07:00

woohooo. todae was totally fun. ravinder and maryanne came mi house. we ordered pizza. eat eat eat den dunno why we got so serious and den talked about family. hahahaha. somehow we got to the topic about brownies and the next minute ravinder was dying to eat one. kae den we went down ntuc shop lyke retarded people. get one unsalted butter must shout from one end to another. somemore we buy sho little thing still take trolley. malu leh. we made a total mess in my kitchen! the way ravinder sieve the flour is exactly like pouring flour on the table. right den we melted diaryland choc and butter in the thing i use to cook maggi. RIGHT. CHAO TA! den something terrible happened. the pot tilt abit and kinda hook until something and i thought it melted. both of us screamed lyke the world collaspe.somehow we got it up again. this tyme the beater drop out of the pot and we screamed even worse. hahaha. somemore i din read the instrutions properly i sae mix the egg and chocolate together. guess wad? THE EGG COOKed! so blardie disgusting. my poor brother was scrubing the whole tyme and now its clean. all of us pushed the responsibility fer going down to get another chocolate. in the end we made cookies. but it got chao ta-ed in the oven. so all our efforts went down the toilet bowl. ahaha. and another thing. i caught maryanne throwing rubbish in my soap powder. it kinda look lyke a dustbin with that yellow container. when i told maryanne dat, ravinder admitted dat the past few tymes when she was in my house she threw rubbish in there. haha. she laufed her head off. im lyke dying fer softball tml but ravinder lazy go la. so we plan to go jurong swim. guess wad. after dey left, i realised dat its my second dae todae. lol.

2004-06-07T00:24:00.000-07:00

became mrs chan's assistant again. didnt mind though. all i did was sat there and mrs chan just said we must go shopping fer the cast's clothes. hahas. was damn jealous when i saw the softballers training. i wanna go leh. no partner. humpf. luckily tml ld cancelled. yay. but just one day postpone to 21 and 22. somemore 4 hours of practice. i wonder wad i am going to do. why did i join ld in the first place. oh ya. its was because of her. right. so stupid. june hols really suck. sho boring. guess wad. ive been watching barney and friends too. well maybe after uncle john's back fer that week i'll be kept busy den the last week of hols will be full of rehearsals again. wooohooo. dreamt of someone on the 5th. i was damn happy loh. so real. dat stupid thunder woke me up. if only it was real. my dream come true. hahas.

2004-06-06T04:00:00.000-07:00

hahaha. sho retarded. ravinder called me at 1 plus complaining shes bored. without maryanne its very boring. in the end she came my house. we play catching over some fotos i didnt wan to let her see. i tore it and throw in my dustbin. hehheh. funnie. im dying to run. i feel so fat just sleeping and eating at home. i wanna go fer softball. tml got ld and i guess ive to be be mrs chan body guard again. sit next ta her and watch the rest act in case she wants us to take note bout some stuff. uncle john will be back in 7 days! yeah. and den i can go downtown east with ravinder and her darling maryanne ta swim. ive decided not to let my mum see the report book until next term when ive buck up(hope so) den she wont be so angry la huh. hahaha. marmi is insisting shes wans to be a nun. crazy. miss yew alot loh. long tyme no see yew.

2004-06-04T19:31:00.000-07:00

the thunder and lightning shoo scary. non-stop hits. i scared i kanna strike cos i sleep next to my window. caught a cold and i feel so sick. has. right. finally after 3 years 5 months 4 days. my mum bought me a radio. hehheh. its red and black somemore. inside got mp3. so cool. its arriving at 11am. and its now 10.35. right eldds. i am no longer a nun. i protested. haha no la. cos i din audition. den i opt fer backstage help out. on the 3 and 4 of july everyone is supposed to reach chijmes at 1 am in da morning? how cool can dat get. and we arent sleeping cos our preformance is at 6am. mrs chan said tt if no one comes den we shall perform to ourselves. quentin is going fer his 'In A Little Nutshell' audition later. and hopefully he has memorised his script. shan bother. went to dis mediacorp company ytd. we were suppose to introduce ourselves in front of the camera. i was damn scared although i did dat erm 4 years ago. haha. den after dat we went the hark music. yup. den talk. lalalala finish liaw go home.

2004-06-03T00:56:00.000-07:00

I AM CONFIRM A POTENTIAL NUN! waah lau. todae mrs chan got all the nuns to find their walk when we act. den she was lyke asking me to walk more lyke a girl. ahem. but in the end i still cannot find my walk - got no character. i look up look down look blur look dao she still never accept. i dun even look holy. i wanna be japanese soldier. i wan act dao. humpf.
marmi just came back and she signing me up fer singing courses. hahahahaha. den she talk talk talk talk talk bout being a star and all dat make up and how all the sissy male makeup artist can make u look good. im quite convinced though. going to the studio later. so excited.

YOU>>i just wan you to know dat doing all those kind of stuff will do you no good. and it will never make me the rotten one left out either. so if ur tricks are * and *, i've learnt my lesson. oh ya and i forgot, the lastest one was a lie. i knew all along wadd kind of person u were.

2004-05-31T02:35:00.000-07:00

so scary. my stomach feels lyke it has acid in it. and lyke its burning everything inside. very uncomfortable. already 3 daes. right. no one told me bout softball training todae. and melanie happily told me dat theres training at 2 and guess wad she called me at 2. has. revealed everything to amanda. got to exchange secrets before she would join softball. kohila wasnt interested. she told me she wanted to quit after june. collect report book tml. die. has. dats all fer todae.

2004-05-29T18:35:00.000-07:00

right. the camp. everybody expected it to be prayers all dae long. especially after seeing the schedule. has but it was a load of fun. we played water bomb and i screamed until slight sore throat. ahem. den ya the 6 of us showered after dinner. dun wanna queue. a movie was played but didnt watch. amanda and i slacked at the back. hwelped mrs chan out and both of us got a chance to go to the staff room. so messy.yup. all forced to go to bed at 1230. was lyke 4 hours 30 mins pass my bedtyme. maryanne retarded can. keep making funny noises. den everyody keep laufing. got scolding. another tyme. i started it. i make my hair cover my face but too short. den joyce did it. she said boo to chess and she screamed. haha. dey got punished. and had to sae prayers. yup next morning. so noisy. everybody walking around den dis unknown kapo came with her fran and counted 6 of us. just becos we still sleeping. went down to eat but din. went up to prepare out dance thingy. so malu. every group at least came up with something. ours was lyke in categories. weird, pro, insane and cannot dance. total messed up. the one suppose to dance chicky dance dance macarena. den the cannot dance was maryanne and ra. ra still sae so loud i scared. everybody lauf. ya. chess and me suppose to go out afta dem but too malu. we even no face go back down loh. at 4 we went back. slept through until next morning. i still haven receive any email from mediacorp.

2004-05-27T05:56:00.000-07:00

what's wrong with the world these days? mood swing todae. din noe why. stewpid loh. couldnt control my tears. anywaes. stewpid catholic camp tml. boring. god. todae see the schedule got prayer service fer hrs. suck man dis. the whole retarded gang came mi house todae and caslin and i ransack my storeroom. we took things in and out just to find my stewpid roller blade. den amanda and dawen waiting at our service watching tv. in the end gave up we watched dark water. nice. cas and dawen go home. so early? heck den manda and mi go ikea dere sian loh. run from one building to another. rush back home fer my 530 show. den manda play com until 8. i fell asleep. idert loh. 8 is my bed tyme. and i'm 1 hour 3 mins wae pass it. packing my camp things la. was still halve asleep wen alking amanda down until i saw dis retarded man walking our direction. she pull my pinafore until dat man went off. siao loh her.

2004-05-26T02:45:00.000-07:00

i am sooo sunburn. even my arm got the padding mark loh. so funny. my face so red.so maluuu. roller bladed todae. i wanted to catch the instructor but hes freaking pro wad the hell i fell. nevermind. alot of ppl fell as well. eldds party-ed todae. boringggg. ive been dying to play tag but stewpid idiot never. we played the tissue game. boring. once i'm confirm in softball, i'll quit ld. yby.
catholic camp dis friday. *yawns* stewpid la wad prayer ministry compulsory. but luckily amanda also go if not i will run awae. so scared 3 june loh. report book. if only my mother was mute. LS.
dun you just feel pissed off wen someone acts stewpid to get yer attention? well, just being a passerby i feel it for you already. and not only dat, im also affected. you>>i hate you and i totally regretted saying all those. guess i'll just have to accept the fact dat u're gonna make me lose dat one fwen. i hate you.

2004-05-25T05:57:00.000-07:00

i joined softball. yea. alwaes wanted it. no slumber party. seems lyke the whole world's mummies and daddies arent very happy with them huh. i failed terribly. totally dun even tok about sa1 itself. school sarks loh todae. sho boring. but i'm excited bout tml. roller blading. cant wait. played truth or dare in class totally fun. i alwaes chose dare cos truth is lyke 'do u have a boyfriend' all that stuff *yawn* doven so cute she had to hugg jo. her expression so funny. den i had to kneel down and bow three tymes to 2e. but i just did one tyme. dat colin ng la. pms also dun need tell us right. "i'm quite pissed off todae." jo did something ahem totally disgusting so real can. stewpid loh amanda. belt kanna caught alsho never tell us. i thot u ran awae with my handfone. hu ask u wan kapo call caslin mother. finally man. HANNAH FOONG! her hair wax too much, eye colour not natural dun change la! belt wan put low learn how siam teachers la. has. she wan spread my story see wad happen to her. hehheh. yup. life sucks as usual.

2004-05-23T02:31:00.000-07:00

my blog's finally playing some music music. omg. my favourite song. woot! so long never talk to my brother already besides fighting la. we went down ta eat. he sho retarded. he saw dis old woman wearing dis reeaal huge spectacles until her nose dere. he lauf until all the rice puke out den his hand knock until the table. waah lau so malufying. den he just lauf and lauf until everybody look. yup. sundae sarks man. shoo boring. got a terrible headache. i need more panadols. my mama dun wanna buy. she noes i will eat alot. but she only scared tt it will affect my thing but never thought about over dozing. has. stewpid. sho excited. has. on tuesday got eldds slumber party at LOM's house but unfortunately only 3 ppl cuming. betta den nothing rite. the reason is very lame, they are sleeping over cos wed got eldds farewell party and we're cooking nuggets as a group. so dey use that as an excuse. has. anybody want to self invite also cann. anybody. execpt you. dont bring devil into my home.

2004-05-22T22:28:00.000-07:00

I MUST WIN THAT CYNDI WANG CONTEST. has. saw on tv dis cyndi wang contest. logged on to mediacorp channel 8. they asked fer the number on her cheerleader skirt. hehheh, me dis kind of total crazy fan how can dunno. its 3. so anyone out dere even though u not cyndi wang fan hwelp me get that $100 worth of her goodies.
email promo8@mediacorptv.com
in the subject type cyndi wang promo
in the body type the number on her skirt is 3.
den put in ur name, ic and contact number. den send. win oredi must tell me. i'm being suupaa dishonest here but anyway just hwelp me. the deadline is on 27 may. its not on first cum first serve basis.

2004-05-22T12:51:00.000-07:00

arrrrggg. ruth ng running afta me. waah lau. she relle force you until u will die. she and her toopid church. so church service fer wadd. i am buddhist and will stay that forever. she thinks i will change arh. fat hope. even if i wanna change also cannot. already related in one wae or another. can never change.
god. why is sho many ppl haveing friendship problems. their one so serious. alamak. MAY. now we all know its may. beware. i kapo until i find out everything. has. busybody. damn it tml gotta stay back fer dance. it sucks big tyme. toopid competition. not only that, we have to wear our own clothes. but not so bad la. our dance group the dance steps. tml's gonna be shoo boring. hai. looking forward to tuesday. but definitely the more the merrier.

2004-05-22T05:09:00.000-07:00

you are the "you suck, and that's sad"
happy bunny. your truthful, but can be a bit
brutal.

which happy bunny are you?
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2004-05-21T05:16:00.000-07:00

dying in process. just thinking about yew aint talking to me not you makes me think of my exam results then makes me think of my mum and then makes me think about screaming and shouting and then makes me think about caning and then makes me think of my uncle stopping her and then makes my think of her grounding me. omg. thats why i'm making her promise me things now. going to the doctors tomorrow to get that blardie letta fer my operation. sooo cool. my third tyme staying in the hospital. but the fwirst one cannot count. which mother dun go to the hospital to give birf. hahas. so scared. operation when i'm awake. they'll numb me. sho kewl. just a mini operation and i'm getting so excited. siao.
piano teacher just left. shes planing a concert and wans moi ta plan yu jian. i wonder how, i wonder why. i am never ever gonna wear a dress lyke last year. so sucky. i am just wearing tshirt and jeans no one can force. has. dat song nice. the blardie class just makes alot of noise. on discman halve the tyme also hearing ppl screaming and shouting. such childish acts. only primary 2 ppl will behave liddat. haven been listening my cw cd properly fer so long loh.
god i miss yeww. noe ure having some problems but do come find me kies anytyme anyhow anywhere.

2004-05-21T00:25:00.000-07:00

crazy dae. was wif jo practically da whole dae. she was totally crazy in the morning. lyke a person totally under depression. infact i tink she is. all those things are common. dun need to keep brooding over it. maybe its cos she relle was loyal. has luckily i realised that these kind of ppl not worth it if not i'll be lyke her todae. same problem we've got dere. neewaes. bored. went down fer police talk and she actually what her loh. i never ever thot dis dae would cum. she was affected badly i could tell. had a terrible headache. ate 1 and half panadol. needed more but nobody had it. one stone hit two birds. i wanna over doze myself and die in the hospital. that wae, its not considered commiting suciding and i'll go to heaven and another thing is i can end everything. those kind of thing alwaes seem to be happening to me. cut my hand again. now my hand is in a mess. especially the one in the middle. scar. but why the middle, why must be that one. see oredi very pek cek. neewaes failed dnt theory failed as usual. i am soo deaded. english pass maths fail lit never stardie science hopefully pass chinese dont need sae i left the hanyupinyin section blank the arranging words and the sentence forming all blank. total lost bout 38 marks, history i tried to see but everybody keep pushing and i saw a 32 around my area. tingting confirm not, joy maybe kohila not melanie maybe. i scared my loh. 32 marks. i knew how to do everything loh. my mum's gonna go so mad. oh ya i just remembered. hehheh. uncle john will be back. no caning. haha. such a lucky pig. my mum has finally promised me to go fer an operation. so excited!
you>>what's dat suppose to mean? one dae you're freaking angry wid me until so much hadta changed and now? i dont understand. that's just throwing princess temper.

2004-05-20T01:06:00.000-07:00

MICHELLE BRANCH Are You Happy Now?

Now, don't just walk away
Pretending everything's ok
And you don't care about me
And I know there's just no use
When all your lies become your truths and I don't care

Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you're happy now
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?

You took all there was to take,
And left with an empty plate
And you don't care about it
And I, I've given up this game
I'm leaving you with all the blame cause I don't care

Could you look me in the eye?
And tell me that you're happy now
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?

Do you really have everything you want?
You can't ever give something you ain't got.
You can't run away from yourself

Could you look me in the eye?
and tell me that you`re happy now
come on tell it to my face or have i been erased,
are you happy now?
are you happy now?

Would you look me in the eye?
Could you look me in the eye?
I've had that all I can take
And I'm about to break
Cause I'm happy now
Are you happy now?

gosh. all of us had a longggggggggg chat todae and i learnt something especially new. everybody have their own flaws. although people may say they are proud or lykes to boost, dey definitely have a good point-the least one. thats what i think and only stingy and proud people hu tink very highly of themsevles will hate someone. they do not have a brain of their own to find that one good point in dat person. i have thought about it, theres no point at all crying and sheding tears over these type of matters.

2004-05-19T04:12:00.000-07:00

i am a nun!!! hahaha. amanda and i got chosen to be nun cos too tall. omg. we are gonna act as nuns at chimes. amanda was lyke so crumpy. but we have a plan. hehheh *evil smile*
den eldds got the audition. our group, caslin nicole doven tehreem amanda and me chose the japanese occupation part. farnie lyke siao. we outside the human room practice. doven and i students, tehreem nun, amanda nicole caslin jap soldiers. waah lau. they jap languge was lyke 'tamagugi mitsubishi den duno dunno takashimaya' ppl laufed. has. but in the end. amanda and i left with no choice. kanna chosen to be nun. i dun wan to wear that dunnie looking costume. omgggggggg.

the clearasil ppl came todae. had the workshop. shit man. i kanna sabo. they test my face. i scared loh. sit down dere. i was shaking. my face not suitable their product. my face was raining. keep sweat only on the face. very wet. but dey give free face wash. take la. keep fer camp. has. free mah. cheapo. sat with julie and jo and the class entrance todae. shit man. the wind blow sho hard the door hit my ankle bone. now orh-chey. so pain loh. i realise dat jo is not as happy as ppl tink she is everydae. anw, got back maths paper. fail so terribly. i got 46. so shit loh. english alsho. alamak. i'm prepared to retain. seriously. even ravinder got higher den me loh. blardie lord of the rings tml. force ppl go one loh. idert. boring.

2004-05-18T04:30:00.000-07:00

im lost. broke down when i got home. cannot take it. i just cant find another person. maybe kohila. shall speak to her tomorrow. hai. slept da whole afternoon after dat. uncle john will be back next month. will be looking forward to that day.
you>>i do not lyke you. blardie betrayer. i hate you.

2004-05-17T03:21:00.000-07:00

todae suupa retarded. amanda, caslin, doven, nicole and me go tiong afta dnt paper. we walk walk walk den suddenly we take lift go level four den b1 b2 b3 blah blah. on the wae down to b2. caslin told us a ghost story. she sae her uncle experience a ghost hu came inside the lift and talk to him at the carpark level. waah. everybodie scream and squeeze at the corner. den these few boys keep curse us sae life crash. coz we keep go to level 4. den afta tt decided not to play with lift liaw we play hide and seek on level 2. nicole and me seeker. so lame loh. its lyke we walking in one circle. ya den go mrt. shit amanda la. train cum caslin and doven go i alsho wan go but amanda take my bag dun let me go. tt caslin still can sae bye to me. alamak. den both of us sit down dere dunno how long waiting fer train cum same tyme. thats never possible. hehheh. in the end amanda came my house. hee. dunno do wadd den julie call me. wan speak to amanda. hai. in the end because of julie and her cd she came my house and went to tampines to get that cd. amanda could have stayed longer loh. so sad. i cried. but unfortunately not because amanda left but its tears of joy. i can finally use da com. haha. joking amanda. anywaes ya. afta dey left i slept until 5. yup. my hand have scratches everywhere loh. waiting for all to heal den make one properly. but i scared my mother see. never mind. one is durian, applepie and jackfruit.

2004-05-16T02:28:00.000-07:00

pmsing. it sarks. leg shooo pain ytd. play piano also cannot press down the paddle loh. waahlau. went down to ntuc buy that thing just now. freaking crowded loh. amd summore i'm lyke only buying that thing. so maluating. i keep cover cover hide it. cannot stand my mother. i fight with her again. waah lau she almost wan to cane me loh. i guess next tyme 10 years tyme the road you'll still see cane marks on my hand. pathetic. my pharking nosy auntie make up stories. i hate her. den afta dat my mother and her ended up shouting at each other on da fone. bah. so scary. but still bery farnie. hahas.
buring mid-night oil stardie dnt. cant be bothered now.

2004-05-15T03:58:00.000-07:00

todae was sho blardie fun. planned to meet ju at 830. arrived queenstown mrt at 840 and waited fer ju for lyke until 905. nevermind. den we alighted at raffles place. walk at the office building that place and reminded us of the gotcha gag. boys one side woman one side. farnie. den walk from boat quay to dunno where den ended up at mac. atually the whole while we were looking for mac. eat liaw walk to esplanade taking the singapore river route. so beautiful. saw the stautue of four naked boys and one boy taking off his shorts. omg can see that part. and dey actually did that as a statue. bad impression. yup den walk all the wae back to hmv. bought my CYNDI WANG CD! wah. i harpie lyke siao. i listening music and stardie one side ju another side. dis old man approach me asking to let him use that place. see him so poor thing let him use. den i go sit wid ju. ju so irritating loh. cos we take turn listen music she keep disturbing me wen i listening to music. keep louise louise. den i so angry i mouth the words 'what' she find it sho farnie lauf until lyke siao. i aluf also loh. i totally embarrassed myself. i made the 'pho' so loudly. so so loud. even worse den tt tyme with amanda. everybody look at me! julie lauf even harder and walk awae. wah lau. she pack all our things and we go kaikai. go rooftop den so boring loh. we walk all the wae to raffles city. omg. just wen we stepped into raffles city. that crazy woman the one wen julie and i go esplanade library last saturdae keep screaming and shouting she walk right pass me. we followed her. so scary.. she cross the road halve wae turn around leh. somemore her face so white. waaa. we run. ruuun so fast back until everybody look. den stayed in the mrt and look. den afa she cross we folloe again. we even plann to run to the toilet in case tt siao woman chase us. too bad we lost her and in the end walk back to esplanade library. guess wadd? we saw the thursday siao man leh. scary. that man everytyme stare at ppl one. sit dere listen song until 330. my cousin ask me go queensway with her so me and ju take bus all the way to queesway shop until julie's wishlist so full. den went home.

2004-05-14T03:03:00.000-07:00

so mad. so so mad. at someone. yesterday was already enuff loh. i forgave her. den todae. waah lau. wadds her problem. anywae shall not let it affect my mood.right. wads wrong with the world todae? everybordy's fallen asleep. dey just talk until dey sleep. my broda la. he kept urguing with me bout the com. wad tyme u use finish until he sleep. haha good. peace. my mother neh. fashion show me 8 pairs of new shoes liaw very tired wentta sleep. and i'm down here freaking bored. tv got nuthing com also nuthing. hai. bored. piano practise finish. just saw tt nokia 7200 advertisement. it rawks. tt fone is darn cool. i want it. i must get it. saw ppl have it already loh. blardie idert. if only it rains money. humpf. right. exams sarks. maths paper 1 oredi lost 25 marks. paper 2 dunno wadd rubbish i did. science didnt stardie. cannot answer. history no problem although neva stardie. literature i'm prepared to go to heaven. waah lau. my mother. she see my marks liaw will scream at me my hair will blow lyke got wind liddat. dat one i not scared. i only scared the blardie cane. she sho long neva cane me but deres still 2 cane in her room. dats fer my broda i hope. she so far only cane him. too bad. hai. nokia 7200 relle rawks. omg. *drools* right. yuck.
came ta skool with julie dis morning. met in bus 33. retarded. she sae sec 3 no ezam no need go to skool den nobordee fetch her so meet me. sms me at 11+. i slept at 8. den since my sms tone and alarm same. i thoud oredi 530 in da morning. wanted to press stop button but instead saw one message dere. read liaw realise only 11 30. waah so harpie. i sae to myself so good ar todae. still got 5 hours plus to sleep. yup. wasnt tired wen i woke up but shoulder darn pain. din sleep properly. now okae liaw. yupps. yoooohooo. juliee where are you. why neva call me? i dunno wad tyme at where meet you leh. nevamind maybe u'll call at 6 in the morning again.

2004-05-14T02:55:00.001-07:00

ytd manda and i roam around singapore to find a place to hang out. and just found out that singapore is bloodie boring place. we went from tiong to tampines den suntec den esplanade den to raffles place. but esplanade was da best. our dae wasnt so boring afta all. just bcoz amanda just bought her all tyme favourite anatasia cd. she was dying to listen to it. but unfortunately wen reach esplanade library, all the cd thing occupied. fine. we go sit by the window. waah lau. sho quiet. quiet until u dig yer nose also can hear. den dunno why amanda find that sitting down on the sofa makes alot of noise she so slow motion sit now cann. but in the end still got noise. haha. i tried to open the letta amanda gave me but very noisy. i hab to open it lyke the paper full of germs and she thot i thot the paper very derty. haha. dunno wadd happen we went to the back got tv one. but the tv only teach us ballet. sit down dere lyke kuku for dunno how long we found a place at the cd part. boring man. amanda only know how to listen to her song. i started talking to myself. sae wad the sun very hot. den relle leh. dey pull down the shades. sho kewl. oh ya. wen we first sat dere. we saw one porn magazine. so flip throught la. *pervert* but tt mag is not tt type reveal things one. while i was reading the stephanie that part dis teenage guy walked behind me and look loh. i was looking at the page the girl *ahem* so malu. dunno why amanda lauf while replying my digging nose part and her handwriting. she lauf until lyke siao cann. den i also starting laufing cannot stop. i keep making the 'pho' sound den ppl sae shhh loh. so malu. i cannot take it faster walk awae. if not we see each other wan lauf again. waah lau i came back and we lauf lyke crazy again loh. dis tyme i just sit dere she walk to the shelf write letta. read finish we push the mag one side. dis guy hu looked very guai sat down beside us. he saw the mag but dun dare tk and read keep peeping at it loh. so when he go toilet, amanda PURPOSELY push it nearer to him. den at 4, we act act wan to go home but hide behind see whether he got take and read not. waah lau he smart. turn and around and saw us. nevermind we heck. we go roof top. ya den see here see dere we go the sea part. sit down dere sho hot. the sun. but i wanted to stay here. that amanda dun wan get sun burn ask us go. humpf. nevermind. den we walk and talk until raffles place. den go home. yup. kae thats yesterdae.

todae. julie and i planned to go the railwae track at clementi. wen we reach half wae i decided not to go. very boring. den we sit dere lyke kuku tink and wait fer bus and dunno how we ended up to the conclusion go holland. kae 74 cum liaw. we take. reach sunset place habta cross road take 61. julie that type lil bit lil bit leg pain leg tired want to sit down so mafan. right. so she lazy walk to traffic light we decided to climb ova the thing. but cannot. from far see easy reach here so hard. somemore got one longan hab to jump over one loh. so malu cann. we ended up walking on dis relle narrow path wae so near the road. and again. julie tt type supperr scared of cars one. wen one car zoom pass. she got her own version of screaming. "a-r-h-. a-r-h-." waah lau i lauf until wan shee shee cann. lazy wait fer all da cars go by so wanna just run. den wen crossing she make that sound again. i malu until dun dare go bus stop but thtat forever thick skin wooman leg tired, leg pain so and sit down n the middle of no where. i hide behind the tree. afta everybody go den i sit. yup den 61 cam. we walk here walk dere. stupid me la. go and answer the fone call. my mother ask me go home if not still can play. only 1 oclock man. no fate no fate. anywae it was kinda boring but betta den wednesday. me and julie walk lyke kuku at suntec den go esplanade waa. super boring tt one. but den i reach home i saw 7 boxes of shoes! in my mothers room. my mother still can fashion show show me leh. still can sae 7 boxes i pay only 200+. i vomit blood. so many shoes fer wadd. she alwaes use that excuse sae can use fer christmas and new year. ya. but wen the tyme cums she will buy another one. hai. so harpie. my mother gee me money buy cyndi wang cd! woot! i must buy tml. must must. must. since i'm going esplanade with julie to stardie. meeting supa early hoping she wont call me at 6. but dis tyme we going in-tu-neh-neh restaurant eat. woot! so excited. yup.

2004-05-14T02:55:00.000-07:00

so mad. so so mad. at someone. yesterday was already enuff loh. i forgave her. den todae. waah lau. wadds her problem. anywae shall not let it affect my mood.right. wads wrong with the world todae? everybordy's fallen asleep. dey just talk until dey sleep. my broda la. he kept urguing with me bout the com. wad tyme u use finish until he sleep. haha good. peace. my mother neh. fashion show me 8 pairs of new shoes liaw very tired wentta sleep. and i'm down here freaking bored. tv got nuthing com also nuthing. hai. bored. piano practise finish. just saw tt nokia 7200 advertisement. it rawks. tt fone is darn cool. i want it. i must get it. saw ppl have it already loh. blardie idert. if only it rains money. humpf. right. exams sarks. maths paper 1 oredi lost 25 marks. paper 2 dunno wadd rubbish i did. science didnt stardie. cannot answer. history no problem although neva stardie. literature i'm prepared to go to heaven. waah lau. my mother. she see my marks liaw will scream at me my hair will blow lyke got wind liddat. dat one i not scared. i only scared the blardie cane. she sho long neva cane me but deres still 2 cane in her room. dats fer my broda i hope. she so far only cane him. too bad. hai. nokia 7200 relle rawks. omg. *drools* right. yuck.
came ta skool with julie dis morning. met in bus 33. retarded. she sae sec 3 no ezam no need go to skool den nobordee fetch her so meet me. sms me at 11+. i slept at 8. den since my sms tone and alarm same. i thoud oredi 530 in da morning. wanted to press stop button but instead saw one message dere. read liaw realise only 11 30. waah so harpie. i sae to myself so good ar todae. still got 5 hours plus to sleep. yup. wasnt tired wen i woke up but shoulder darn pain. din sleep properly. now okae liaw. yupps. yoooohooo. juliee where are you. why neva call me? i dunno wad tyme at where meet you leh. nevamind maybe u'll call at 6 in the morning again.

2004-05-14T02:53:00.000-07:00

ATOMIC KITTEN Always Be My Baby

Out of sight, out of mind. That's what they all say

But I learned that aint the truth with me and you babe

Time cant change a good thing

Lovin you is something I still feel

You'll always be my...baby

[Chorus]

Remember we were lovin' every single night

You gave me all the love I needed to survive

And each and every day I'd only dream of you

And every single thing we would do

Remember all the plans that we made

All the things we went through

Just one thing remains

You'll always be my baby

Life's too short, don't look back, that's what they all say,

Cos you dont know what you've got, no, until it's gone babe.

Same mistakes, we make again,

Needing you is something I'll always feel

You'll always be my...baby

[Chorus]

These days I find myself remembering what we had

Each time I walk away, I just keep turning back

And every night and every day

The love we had, the love we made

And I wonder if it's true

Am I still your baby too

2004-05-07T04:43:00.000-07:00

so clumsy. hahas. i've been lyke so clumsy. walk also cannot walk properly knock in the piano and my thigh got orh-chey now. i lazy push the door so just squeeze through and i ended up banging into all the hangers. all drop on the floor. pain leh. den i use the com somehow i just push the keyboard until it drop on the floor. dun siao.

hahas. i love chan pui chan. mud in the head, gillygoat, cow in a sack, goldfish, you're sitting on your brains, scatterbrain whad else? hahas. shee alwaes sae tt to mi or in fact all the ppl first from the bottom in class and i'm one of them. hahas. alwaes walk to me, ask me got do homework and ask whad method i use. i dunno. all confused with dunno wad topics cos i copied. den she hit me on the arm or use one finger push my head sae 'louise ar, you are getting from bad to worse. you are not doing your homework right.' so kuku. den ppl pass lettas i kanna habta stand outside the class. ppl throw scotch tape hit until me i also habta stand outside. but i lyked it. i dun find it hip but at least dun need sit there. hahas. ya den bak to hittinh part. ya. make my hair messy. somemore her finger got chalk thingy everywhere. yucks. hahas. den sit on the floor in flont. now i know how priamry skool students fell lyke. if my belt too low cpc scold and threaten me sae wan to cut tml. but hahaha. i sew another buckle tighter fer her special 'For The Nerdy Maths Lesson With CPC'. haahas. miss chan is funky with her one day red, purple or blue supa big ruby chain she wears to match her funky sleeveless top and longg skirt. plus blue or green eyeshadow. oh ya and sometymes red, gold, sliver high heels and 'branded' handbag. i know her too well. hahas. some ppl worse. they kanna hit on the back side. ppl lyke jo. kohila is papaya's favourite. waa see her during recess everybody siam man. run up to class immediately. there was once her belt suuupa high and tight wah miracle man. but den bad news she pull it out. but quite true hu wan to go outta skool wid high belt. lol.

maths exam is lyke on mondae and cpc gee us maths sum do todae i dunno how to do man. i pretend ask ppl but actually copy. panick. she even said thous hu cannot answer can forget out bout cuming to skool on monday. nehermind. ju and i, the b of tiongy lungy, will start studying in esplanade(as if) tml. high class wor. betta then nuthing althou TOP in class tehreem cannot go. just look right and look left at all the high classi ppl & ask them, they flick their hair i know how to do. haha. lame. aiyoh carve my hand again todae. ppl find it so lyke life-threatening loh. my handfone so pathetic drop dunno how many tymes liao loh. but haven spoil and it didnt spoil at all. here scratch there also got but it doesnt seem to grow older. i wan another fone. alwaes sms in class too bad i sit at the back the one and only pathetic councillor cannot see. haha. its lyke i got this fone on xmas and only use 4 months liddat liao. humpf. yup. i'm bored. hahahahahaha. ice cream man at my door. 'ni hao wo men zai mai ice cream' lol. dun wan. too pui. YEA AH KIAO ON TV. but my lee tok kong no more. humpf. i lyke his tok kong dance. kewl. hahas. lurveyewwtoomanda. sooli bout just now 'a' tag board thing. has.

2004-05-06T02:54:00.000-07:00

hahas.julie sho farneh. during sci she wasnt paying attention and was lyke looking at love pencil, her nails and daydream tink bout ken. den mr seng was lyke did u copy down the corrections. ju lied. she said ya and got scolded by that bo-tak nerd. in the end stand outside. i remembered i never do the last few pages and was rushing through flipping here and dere wen everybody was copying down. he damn good actor man. act act sae hu is reg no 19. he purposely one cos he noe i not copying. waahlau he ask me arrange dunno wad arteries veins and capillaries. i dunno. gilla turn around tell me the answer and i act act tink den sae. i dunno tt chap at all lor. tt tyme i got chicken pox. haha but still came to school towards the end and spread to him. orh-bi-queck. haha.yup den afta sch practise dance lyke siao and got muscle ache cann. somemore only lyke learn abit i really dunno how show miss queenie tml. heck anywae still got tyme practise fer the real thing but nat lyke alwaes study study sure dun wan stay back afta exam one. idert. i wish i can just dun join any group and not dance at all. tsk. den at 3 goi tiongy lungy. ju forced to buy black dye and we spent the whole day at that comic shop again. this tyme she bought something related to ken and i alsho. hee.reach bus stop ice cream haven eat finish skip bus. den ju retardedly forgot top up card go back down top up den talk and talk bout ken again. alot of stories talk one lor. den i big mouth commented something too loud ju have to act pretend we were talking bout a drama show. she still sae tml i lend you that show okae den u know what i talking about.hahas. so farneh. yup.

2004-05-05T03:46:00.000-07:00

hahas todae so retarded. ju manda and i went to tiong again to sabo ppl. but unfortunately noberdee to sabo. so we play. we walked behind this guy hu act tough keep banging his fist against the pillars. then 3 of us sing acbc in the tune of abcdefg that song. wen he walk towards kfc we go up the escalator and faster shout act cool bui cool den run up. so fun. den we walk here walk dere. ya den there was this small bear we found on the floor. i forgot wad ju name it. she use her leg drag it all the way to chamelon and i was lyke dragging to the escalator and manda kick it down. it hit a mans leg but he no reaction. wen reach downstairs ju and me use leg fight fer tt thing and i drag it all the way to the toilet and out again. one man look at me lyke so poor thing, a cripple. i faster pretend lauf and kick the thing awae. we went to the comic shop and was lyke there for haf an hour. julie idea la. but in the end she never buy anything. kee siao. hahas. yup. tml practise dance if not fri cannot show miss queenie.pathetic. yupps.
julie>dun tink wai wai. that word is so common everybody use it lor.
amanda>do u noe wad julie said? she ask me if i going with you. just because of that word. kee siao. so cheapo.

2004-05-04T02:05:00.000-07:00

omg i lurve my com! its working again. hahas i am blogging secretly while my mother go out. julie so farnie. todae we go tiong right. we not happy see guys act cool den go and purposely tell the guard that they misbehaving. wah lau say liao both of us lauf and my ice cream spoon drop in front of a guys foot. i tell her while running and we lauf even harder until wan to shee shee cann. we faster run to toilet. hahas. so farneh. this sat going to study wid her outside. on sat i went with my mum to giant imm shop midnight sale until lyke 1 am. they still annouce giant is closing lor. i carry lyke siao can. i wasnt tired. went home 2 am still wan to fix my shelf leh. but slept until 10 the next morning. very rare. sunday i went town wid my darling amanda. she came my house. so retarded can. reach town and take bus to ps den tk cab to far east close den take cab back to cine. took neoprint. den walk. kinda unorganise though.hahas i miss someone sho much cann. all that bloodie shit shouldnt have happened. hmpf. but got fate. hahas. just realise something todae. julie and i realise both at same tyme cann. its bout someone. ilovejulie and 7kahkis. but i know all that cannot be reverse and nuthing can change her, i guess i'll just habta accept the fact that i cannot ***. yepps. i love todae. i wan to go sabo ppl. must go places lyke tiong. kies. wad to do on thurs. skool end early den they practise maths. nevermind. tml den see how. shit la. tml sae prayers. but nevermind alsho good. i can see someone from up dere. prayer ministry can be a good thing after all. hahas.
melanie>i not showing u or others face. its okae to be bad mood. but that doesnt mean i show it to you i show it to the rest of clique.

2004-04-29T00:06:00.000-07:00

i am a bloodie shitass and i wonder if anyone noes im visible. hecks. todae was my first day with the khakis and hopefully i can stay. i totally dun mind just following coz i feel lyke they noe i'm there. yepps. not refering to anything.went ta tiong with julie todae den walk pass long john and saw candice they all. wad the hell sho many ppl noe liao can. but seriously i dont care. theres nuthing wrong. nuthing wrong in our skool la but ouside ppl tink wai. afta that saw the remaining khakis. din noe they were dere. so went inside mac. hahas. sho farnie. julie sho smart she pretend want to tell caslin bout ken but actually tell her how to get rid of ts. i kapo listen la. then have to act. "wah julie so cool. ken relle said that?" then she was lyke i tell the rest okae. i sae ya tell tell. so cool. hahas. actually our plan was to pretend we have tuition at amanda's house. we were lyke. amanda faster go if not that jiejie have to wait we also wan to play that playground. hahas. julie said. ya we will change into the clothes we put at your house the other tyme. louise, your shirt yellow colour right. wah lao so funnnie. when reach mrt station ts keep pull doven shirt and they wae she say ver scary. in the end ts left by herself and doven and caslin waited fer nxt train. amanda take the other side and julie and i take 33 back home. at the bus stop we waited sho long for 33 and julie told me long long stories of ken and her. entertainment man. but relle cool leh. they way she sae relle ver romantic. lyke both party lyke both party. has. todae blog more lyke script leh. hahas. nee waes. lurveyewwguys and yeww.

2004-04-28T04:19:00.000-07:00

yup.total mess. afta skool no eldds and i forgot. so no key go home. waited in the foyer fer asha but she didnt turn up so manda and i just so tampines. watch a movie 50 first dates. it cheered me up a lil. yea. thanx manda being the only person hu can go out wid me todae. hahas

2004-04-27T04:10:00.000-07:00

yup. i'm fustrated.got dis weird feeling i'm not gonna last.in the beginning all that happened was just a lesson. but it didnt meant we must separate.look at the mess it's at now. everything at ur side and mine is just breaking up.is that suppose to be good or wad.hmm.wish i can just read ppls mind. so now before history repeat itself i shall not say anything.i shall just go straight home after skool and tok less and it will be just fine.i hope so.but anyway it wouldnt make a difference to *.i just lyke a a bloodie shadow. why cant we go back to normal. i'm just not meant to be dere.if not i wouldnt *** right. you,you:imsorryiwassuchan*buti'lltrytogetoutofthe*asap.luveyeww. you,you:uguysdunlethistoryrepeatitselfkies.
ifuguydrelledunmindirellewanna*.yepps.lurveyeww.

2004-04-27T01:35:00.000-07:00

hahas. afta skool went ta queensway wid julie. has.sho long never go out with her. she made her art t-shirt. very nice. even though the spider web the cross and the scissors a bit out. infact all out but she sae very actistic. doven alsho sae ya. hahas. she practically told me about the story. sho farneh.caslin reaction alsho quite farneh.yepp. came in late fer class todae. ng ching chong ask me and ra write wo yi hou dunno dunno wad. 2 pages. so bored. i obviously know that that one will go with that one afta that one so i go first bfer i bcum extra again. yup. kies.

2004-04-26T03:25:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh. i was locked outside the house fer lyke so long.my toopid broda sae he will be back early den.he la.go lost my key.idert. had dance test todae. the waltz thiny. ppl sae i really lyke guy wen dance can. wah lau which part of me look lyke guy. ha. yup. den afta skool got remedial for half hour mr seng scold maryanne tok too much. dunno la scold alot. went down buy food den went up again. ra and mama wan to go canteen wid them. i dun wan so go queensway get my t-shirt receipt den went back home. in the end wait at the void deck for one hour plus at the same tyme write a 2 and a half page letta fer candice. superduper bored. so many ppl walk pass den look at me lyke got no home go to write thing liddat. haha. yup. maryanne, u shld noe. thanx. lurveyewwlots.

2004-04-25T04:48:00.000-07:00

har-har. waited fer my mother to cum back open door fer me den immediately leave the house go town.collected my clothes and got my watch done up. finally i have a watch. that butterfly watch not nice. very girl. i've been lyke looking at my hand all the tyme. yup back to town. i took the mrt and went to her house. reach dere kinda early. yup den forward until she cum back we practise until dunno what tyme. but all i noe wen she teaching me my eyes keep closing. so tired. at least she taught the whole ting oredi. den i go sleep. next morning practise again den went ta melanie house. denise and sarah was also dere. taught mel finish. hoping to teach ra mama fz and steff tml. woah. came home took moneh and left the house again. wentta my favourite queensway print t-shirt. not bad very nice. but its lyke $20. they owe me $2 each. not enouf. i haven started doin my hw yet. habta burn midnite oil again. alwaes liddat but in the end i fall asleep next dae go school copy. toopid sci remedial tml. so sian. but at least that chapter quite easy. ra will one hundred percent fall asleep one. hahas. die. i just remembered tml got history concept. shita mama.

2004-04-23T23:50:00.000-07:00

hahas, i got locked in the house todae. wanna to leave den realise i've got no key. my broda la. throw my key somewhere in the house now cannot find. i am dying to leave this place. being bored just makes me tink of that. den i'll just cry. hmm. anywaes i just told my lil cousin i going her house and she was quite happie coz she also very bored. hahas. oh ya. i betta go pack my bag. hahas. aiyoh why queensway got no black t-shirt one. now i have to make our t-shirt white. so ugrly. nvm. wonder where the t-shirt goes to after marking. if it turns out nice i shall pay the rest the balance since only lyke 8 to 12 dollars. hahas. i feel lyke everything is stuck inside me. just wanna scream. grr. iloveme.
everyblogigoto,iseehername.ialwaesdo.anditalwaesbreakmyhearttoseeallofthemtellingeachotherthatsortofstuff.
ireallyregrettednotchoosingtherightpplinthebeginning.rellerelleregret.iloveyou.

2004-04-23T18:22:00.000-07:00

slept 'unknowingly' at 830 last nite. i was only suppose to close my eyes during advertisement and i fell asleep. hahas. and i woke up at 830 this morning. so bored. finally i can go fix my watch and wont suffer. because i've got no watch my handfone timing play tricks on me i also dunno. meeting my mum later in town hoping to see my lil broda in his boys briget suit asking for donation. hahas. he look quite good in that thou. oh my god. its lyke teletubbies on channel 8 now. hahas. no idea why i used to lyke them. they are called tian xian bao bao in chinese. hahas. ding ding, ti xi, lala, xiao po. aiyoh i lyke them until force my mother go toys r us buy the whole set of soft toy fer me. hahas. its still with me neh. somewhere in the storeroom. kies. im crapping. dun blog liao. bies.

2004-04-23T00:16:00.000-07:00

i so called carve my name on my hand todae untiil project work. i have a reason for doing that. hab no idea why they dun let. jo sae she wan let me see hers on monday. lets see. so sian. later habta go queensway do t-shirt. lyke as if dun do will die.but no choice my favourite teacher ask us do. hahas. deres totally nuthing wrong with her. todae got some weird ppl hu came our school and dance something. so farneh. tml got to go my kousin house learn dance. hahas. i dont believe [...] they are all just daughters of a bitch. totally. so baby-ish. oh ya and back to dance thing. gonna sleep ova. coz after that i going meow house teach her. dunno why but i relle wanna transfer but i shall wait for the sky to drop before going to another school. i cant survive another three years. sigh. i need u.
i totally agree with wad maryanne said on her blog. "Best friends never tell each other that they are best friends, they just know." wa mariam u rock. hahas. lurveyeww.

2004-04-22T23:50:00.000-07:00

so shit cann.dis bloodie world is fwuking unfair.with all the bloodie ppl.my mother cane my 2 tymes fer alwaes fighting with my broda.hes the one alwaes noy happy one den pick on me.
went to tiong ytd with hadley mariam and ra coz i no house key. in the end we left hadley there and went home.she was angry but didnt show it todae.so sorry.
i relle relle need u.and its lyke i came far too late to regret.i have to give in and accept that bloodie fact.if only i didnt start off with that cca nuthing would have gone wrong.i am just a pig and real stupid pig.ihatemyself.rellerellehatemyself. its lyke all the ants on the floor have found their food and gone back home.i am the only one felt there with no help at all.
you:getoutofmylife. thewayyoubehaveistotallylykeasevenyearoldkid. yea. utinkitsfunnieandcanattractattention. wellurtotallywrong. pplhavestartedtosaythingsaboutyou. whycanubelykebefore. anywaesijustokkingshit. dunbother.

2004-04-22T05:29:00.000-07:00

hahas.blog skin got problem den also la z update.miss chan scold mi ytd again.she everydae scold us one.she curse me sae i am first from the bottom and wontpass o levels.i got do hw and pay attention wad.only that she alwaes scold me bout belt and sometymes do sums wrong den scold until liddat.got ld todae.we had elections.voted fer next presidents and all that stuff.was busy planning our script.most of the tyme i see got a lot of ppl put up hand den i put.hahas.amandie,caslin,nicole and me in one group have to do audtions.we acting miss chan.hahas i acting as miss chan den lyke totally use the words and action miss chan use.hahas.so rerarad.theres lyke so much hw and i haven started at all.so deaded.have to burn midnight oil.hahas.dis sat habta goi cousin house learn our dance.so mafan one this sch.learn dance oredi enouf now still need dance.hai.so bored.so sian.my mother and i still not on good terms.she alwaes kapo one.i sae wan go queenswae go print shirt she sae i must go.that person will cheat u.now see la.i fight wid her and tshirt due on friday i haven even go print.so nehneh.hahas.